~jun~

2009-02-03T23:02:00.003+08:00

People!!!

I have shifted my Blog:

http://stubborntaurus.wordpress.com/

Thanks For Noticing!

I really struggle alot.. I love this blog since I had spent so long taking care of my blogskin and Addons stuff..

But as people grow, we change.

Bloggers aren't improving, whereas Technology has always been improving every second..

Too many pop-ups to just view a simple blog has irritated me very much.

These are my last few words to my loving

Maydaycraze.blogspot.com

awww...

2009-01-18T00:16:00.003+08:00

i always cannot understand why people say there is a song that "belongs" to them

until this song came about..

2008-11-29T00:30:00.003+08:00

all time favourite..

so sweet..

no matter how tired, listening to this song always brightens me up

i heard twice "Now or Never" from HSM 3 in 98.7fm before i go work

that makes me happy! lol..

vanessa and zac so sweet..

real couples acting really make the whole thing looks more SWEET!

i miss school..

i really do..

miss classmates..

2008-11-03T00:03:00.003+08:00

im not exactly a High School Musical fan before..

but now i am!

it was the first time i watch High School Musical..

and i find it awesome!

the graduation ceremony in the movie makes me feel so sad

i'll be graduating soon..

i can so feel the movie..

during the graduation speech by Troy..

all the project works and my clique came rushing tru my thoughts..

aww...

and the couples are so sweet ^^

vanessa is so the pretty!

somehow think this guy is cuter than zac affron.. hehe..

2008-10-27T20:30:00.011+08:00

DMC 3B04 SCIENCE CENTRE TRIP!!!

its kinda late to post this.. cos this trip happened last wednesday..

but my laptop cant save pics.. and i had just formatted it on sat..

tickets to science centre!

powerpluck tickets! (powerpluck is my clique name)

katherine not here.. she had sore eye.. so we short of one more hand.. haha..

the first thing that caught my attention is this display of the galaxy..

cool!!

its kinda like a 3D effect thing..

Miss kwa started asking us if we got $1 coin..

and we sabo our class rep to sit on the "electric chair"

its not exactly electric.. its onli vibration..

but very vigorous vibration..

this invention is like the future home..

the things on the wall is u can choose your dinner and stuff..

one person will appear on the screen and tell u the healthy way of eating..

cool!

this toilet bowl is so fun

after u poo poo, the monitor on the wall can examine ur poo poo

and can tell if u are over weight or not.. haha..

this big screen uses a lot of small pictures of other people and make into one big picture..

not very nice.. but.. ya.. ok lo.. haha..

thats me and seraphine

me. fatimah. seraphine

fat fat say she and seraphine look like ninja..

hahaha..

farari!!! (or watever the spelling is.. =p)

there is this formula 1 craze in s'pore..

then sci centre has an exhibit of some things there..

classmates so cute.. they all playing the machine

its like the "hit the crocodile" game in the arcade..

whereby they are suppose to press the button if the red light is on it..

we were a bunch of great audience for the electric show!

cant take shots of the show..

cos the electric was either too fast or too bright..

lol..

it was a really short and cool show..

u really see electricity!!!

very loud sound effect too..

miss kwa hoping that she will be as tall as her shadow..

haha..

she's a great lecturer!

my class is so cute and attentive!!

there's this sensor drawing pad embedded on the table..

then after u draw, ur drawing can be posted on the tv!!

i drew the last picture!

haha.. powerpluck frenz forever!!~

tyris head on the plate together with the fruits! wa~

jeslyn's as well.. ~_~

i saw dear dear's fren ET!!

(he has a fren nick name ET)

fatimah messing with the turnado..

powerpluck plus reynold and jiesi's hands..

powerpluck's POWER!!!

-The End of the Trip-

this sem is a super short and it will be a busy one..

sometimes its hard to see fat fat..

cos she started her internship..

she is currently under the production of the mediacorp Okto Live programme..

it will be live on air every tuesday..

support Okto Live!

serphine. me. katherine. nadhirah

toilet shot!

fat fat say this pic very nice..

we saw the sun from our classroom window..

and we took photo cos we can see the sun directly using our eyes!

haha..

i typed this after eating my flu medicine..

the pill makes pp drowsy..

and i kept on typing wrong words wrong spelling..

and yeah.. finally finish.. o.o

2008-10-17T22:04:00.001+08:00

HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my laptop has a serious problem!

i can't save anything..

anything refers to really anything..

like pictures, documents, FILE!!!

my semester has started!

i need to do work..

someone pls tell me whats wrong with my poor laptop..

other than to format it (which i know its the simplest solution), any other solution???

2008-10-07T03:43:00.003+08:00

用半截煙蒂燒一場蜃樓

借這場大雨讓自己逃走

荒茫公路無人的漂泊

寂寞海嘯把我捲走

用一段感情換一個朋友

每一句再見割一道傷口

躲在萬劫不復的街頭

微笑參透覆水難收

倘若說放一次手

就像咳一個嗽

我又何苦在乎得不到的溫柔

我坐在公路的出口

等待天黑以後無邊的寂寞

連想你都是種殘酷解脫

我目送沿海的日落

緊抱一個醉生夢死的枕頭

留不住回憶卻學不會放手

怎麼走

怎麼說放一次手

就像咳一個嗽

我又何苦在乎得不到的溫柔

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以後無邊的寂寞
連想你都是種殘酷解脫

我目送沿海的日落
緊抱一個醉生夢死的枕頭
留不住回憶卻學不會放手
怎麼走

沿海公路的出口 S.H.E

2008-09-18T00:32:00.002+08:00

exams results are out

and there i go..

drop in my cumulative gpa..

2008-09-11T01:57:00.008+08:00

hahaha!!!

so happy i finally changed my blogskin..

woohoo~~

i went out with jingyun and layying again..

we wanna make-over jing yun!!

too bad i din have a photo of her before she changed..

here's a photo of the clothes me and ying chose for her!

we asked her to change on the spot at bugis street..

haha..

very cheap oh.. her pants $5, top $10!!

went far east after that cus yun say wanna look for shoes..

then layying mentioned about the "stage" shop opened by Show Luo is there..

but we searched almost the entire far east cant find T.T

ugly~~~

toilet shot!

the pictures arent very clear..

but it was my ex-manager attempting to walk around with yun's high heels... -.-"

dear dear's guilt managed to get to the last boss of sunwell

very cool o!

oo.. went sentosa and worked on monday..

IT WAS DAMN TIRING!

but i got to see Jet Li..

cos the entire function hall is filled with millionaires from all aound the world..

(the uniform made us look very chinese...

then seraphine was like..

trying to speak english so it proves that she's a local..

lol..)

me and seraphine

seraphine.katherine

me.sera.kat.alicia

2008-09-07T12:14:00.001+08:00

my blogskin is kinda chunky..

lol..

haven touched photoshop ever since sch holiday started..

maybe i should do something to the blog.. someday when the "feel" comes...

(i wonder when that would be...)

2008-09-05T16:46:00.005+08:00

met up with jingyun and layying few days ago..
was a very nice meet up cos it kind of brought back the kind of feelings in the past..
they are still workin in hoshi now..
(but planning to quit though.. ><)

we shopped till there is nowhere for us to go..

bugis.. boring..

slacked at starbucks after we bought wat we wanted..

yun.ying

after their camwhore at starbucks.. we tot of taking neoprints!

we haven stepped into a neoprint shop for centuries..

then i saw the price.. $11!

so expensive..

but...

tah dah~~

after take neoprints nothing to play anymore..

THEN!

i tot of bringing yun to do a make-over!

lol..

jingyun's style.. T-shirt and jeans..

no!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wan something different!!

so we went into SEIYU (refuse to call it BHG cos it sounds obiang)

and we grabbed some clothes and ask yun to change..

while waiting.. we took photo..

then.. tah dah~~

haha.. nice?

going home time..

photo taking at mrt..

2008-08-31T02:25:00.005+08:00

A blog that has been left untouched for so long..

many things to say..

first of all.. its how funny when at that moment you can feel someone

and the next moment.. no more..

to my grandma.. i hope you are doin fine..

i wish.. you can somehow still talk to me..

ICM event is over.. almost a month..

its a success..

I bought derrick's album

its a 3 yrs' wait..

and i must say..

its kinda disappointing..

I was a die hard derrick fan..

and now.. i think.. im not anymore..

I dun see the derrick hoh 3 yrs back..

people change.. and i think he did..

and i did too..

i watched wall-e!

and i lost my movie ticket!!

wuwu..

dear dear's latest char..

he's so happy that it is able to walk on water!

haha.. so cute..

saw this poor little thing sitting outside dear dear's house..

one of its eyes cannot open..

but it's still.. so.. adorable!!!

Ladies' nite out!

met up with my childhood frenz.. (sounds like im old..)

indeed people change with different environment..

but no matter what.. im glad we're still good friends..

its hard to maintain frenship..

and i think we somehow manage to do a good job..

2008-08-06T01:39:00.003+08:00

Images from http://www.perlinissilver.com/

i was doin my project on perlini's silver..

and then i saw all these..

ooohoo..

haha..

so nice..

2008-07-30T00:49:00.002+08:00

VISIT : SMOKEFREEBEAUTIES.BLOGSPOT.COM

HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE!

2008-07-11T01:34:00.003+08:00

i am so attracted to this song and the music video..

omg..

i cant stop thinking that they should go together..

lol..

i took the english sub version..

hehe..

2008-07-09T00:20:00.003+08:00

Blogger.. pls do some reflection of ur web..

you are losin people's photos..

2008-06-28T01:45:00.010+08:00

okie.. we were suppose to meet for project..

after assigning all the works.. then.. we slack.. lol..

but i do need to say..

the stress was there as we discussed..

i realise.. watching movie in s'pore is sooooo ex..

booking online has additional charge of S$1..

so wat do tax payers gain from all that.. o.o

we were sitting at the outdoor tables of starbucks

and they did a separation of "smoking area" and "non smoking area"

by which the margin of separation is barely 10cm..

and we were all inhaling the second hand smoke for up to 2hrs..

and the people there smoke non stop..

bcos.. they smoke after one another..

i was telling my frenz that my life is shorter by 3min from taking all those smoke..

then nad went "huh? only 3min? i 3hrs ah.." LOL..

random pix taken at starbucks..

sadly nad nad had to go for her dental checks..

so junxian joined us for movie..

cuz katherine booked 6 tix.. so better not to waste

and gladly junxian tagged along..

we watched Don't Mess With The Zohan..

for people who likes dirty jokes.. this is reali ur show..

but seriously.. i got so disturbed after watching the movie..

the whole movie was.. pointless..

=.=""

went fish and co for dinner..

wa..

i ate so many things today..

first.. met seraphine and nad nad for lunch..

then ate a cheese cake (which is fattening enuf) at starbucks..

follow by sushi during movie..

and now fish and co for dinner!!

omg..

Deadfish!

::kat kat and seraphine::

emo junxian.. haha..

shaun! nice pose..

er.. i think..

let the pic tell the story..

hahaha..

fat fat shy~

but she still have to take with me!

::me and fatimah::

fat fat's!

kat kat's!

sera's!

shaun's!

mine!

uh oh.. forgot to take junxian one..

cos his came last so we started eating after the "itatakimasu"!

she can reali eat.. o.o
fat fat say..

katherine looks like the little kid.. and.. sera.. looks like.. o.o mummy..

haha..

take it ez.. =p

2008-06-22T18:58:00.031+08:00

I had finally finished creating this post!

soooooo many pictures~~~

photos courtesy of elschmo.livejournal.com (elsa's blog)

ITS OVER~~~

filming for fatimah's specialist diploma is over..

its both happy and sad...

happy cos i no longer have to smile so much and think so much..

sad cos.. the aftermath of a production is -emptyness-

haha..

they are a bunch of fun pp..

the group consists of fat fat (fatimah).. reynold.. aza.. elsa.. and yen..

im acting with syad again.. hahz..

the last time i did "work in progress" with him in the SP Showcase..

but this time is a different feel.. cos its a film..

and also another girl, nabilah.. she is another female lead..

mervin and kevin (from year2) were also there to help put in other roles

SERAPHINE TOO!!!

alot of pics to show~

DAY 1.. [school, sb]

you mean this DVD?

look at the blazing light shining on us..

yen as the sound person.. fat fat assistant director..

if only the styrofoam is David Archuleta..

look at the cardigan on syad!

they say we look like models.. -.-""

nabilah here for rehearsal~

this is to rmb the actors make up for continuity if there is a need to re-shoot..

reheasrse for the last day of shot at Veranda Cafe..

DAY2... [Harbourfront, Raffles Place]

HERO!!!!!!!!!!!!! (thats his name..)

its reynold's dog..

now you see me.. now you dun~

reynold went lookin for location to shoot.. leaving hero with us..

hero kept whining.. and he cried..

we had to feed him to distract him..

but he kept lookin the direction where reynold had gone..

we ended up leaving habourfront because thats a private area..

no shooting allowed..

So we took reynold's mum car to Raffles..

9 pp on her car, including driver.. its a family car but we also have the equipments inside..

we saw alot of couples taking wedding photos..

so sweet~

(i was thinking.. I WANT TOO!) haha..

*shy*

alison was here.. (syad's girlfriend)

my good fren~

mervin walkin the dog..

so cute..

pending..

bad day..

wind too strong..

whatever shot on this day cannot be used..

so we went for dinner at Central

and Mervin kept takin unglam photos!

elsa- hide!

and mervin asked elsa to take photo of him with his chewed food..

shhh...

(felicia-comperes junior- and reynold..)

aza- say cheese~

DAY3... Reynold's place

i wasnt there.. cos there's no need for me to be present~

wat kind of expression is that?

syad as a school boy..

are you dancing fat fat?

it was aza's birthday.. Happy Birthday~

DAY4... Raffles Place, Red Hill

aza- testing testing..

fat fat- let me see..

memorising..

rehearsing..

plushie- i think i look good.. Director.. I'm ready!

WWWHHHHYYYYYYYY?????!!!!

reynold- yes! i'm smiling!

tired...

reynold is reali open..

and i think he is too open.. (LOL..)

er.. muz be mervin who took it..

OMG...

elsa! you're angel!

okie hero.. lets go out for a walk..

yes! quick!

hero- FATIMAH!

fat fat- pls no..

hero- aaww.. fat fat dun wan me..

syad- no doggy no..

mervin- nvm hero.. i love you..

confessing to a dog?

yes! my hero has found his love..

bleah..

mervin.. yen..

let me check out wat can i see from ur opening..

omg! aza's butt!

i wanna go see wat i can see from it too..

ouch..

reynold, aza - let us see..

mervin- woots~

aza- check this out!

me- huh?

elsa- not nice..

i think i would like to check this out even more..

me- speak!

er.. broke back mountain?

er.. er..

tired..

there is still picture of the last day of filming..

have to wait for elsa.. hehe..

2008-06-06T03:35:00.003+08:00

maybe im juz a bad listener..

or maybe i would be grateful to be left alone at this moment..

i need to digest whatever thats in my mind before im ready to listen..

im sorry

i dun feel like explaining wats going on

bcos its juz so.. so many words that i duno wat to say

2008-05-25T22:16:00.005+08:00

dear dear!! lao da lao san roti prata!!

dear dear brought me to jb zoo..

so cheap..

RM$2 for one person..

the animals there so tame..

so cute~

this horsey waiting for my ice cream!

haha..

so cute..

i dun dare to feed him..

dear dear so daring..

still sayang him..

when i want to take picture of the elephants they started eating >"<

he eat till so cute~

lookin at dear dear hand..

the monkey at the left is holding the tail of the other monkey..

then he seem like pecking on it..

so funny..

my first time so close to a lioness..

TIGER!!

eee-ooor..

today the bus awaiting point at jb so crowded..

i walked back to woodlands check point..

mama~

2008-05-23T00:31:00.006+08:00

y did he fall asleep..

it happened only one day after my birthday..

2008-05-19T21:38:00.002+08:00

met up with pris and hui'er yest..

then we browse tru frenster and we found many of our pri sch mates..

they've changed quite a lot..

pretty and handsome..

i wanna be pretty too.. XD

cos they changed like.. more mature..

and me, as the same age as them, is still as normal looking as can be..

aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh...

grow up!!

i wan!!

i wan take nice nice photos too..

hahaha..

2008-05-09T23:06:00.007+08:00

IT'S OVER!!!!

finally all the rehearsals after school are over!

i can go home from lesson straight..

dun have to see my frenz going home and me heading for rehearsals!

hee..

but nv to deny that i enjoyed my moment on stage..

i impromptu quite a lot at the final performance..

now everyone who watches the play is going to know me by the name of "AH SUI"

omg~

ok.. the play is suppose to bring the time back to 1950s

and we acted as people workin in the Princess Mary Army Barracks

which is now known as the "Student Hub @ Moberly"

situated in SP..

Moberly is a famous British army last time..

i got to shake hand with the British High Commissioner, His Excellence, Mr Paul Madden

and i suppose the lady beside her is his wife..

and they liked my acting ^^

met Mr Maheantharan too

and thanx to fatimah (who is like my PR person.. kept saying good stuff abt me)

Mr Maheantharan say if i could not make it to acting then open a production company

my reaction was "so hard"

and the two of them(fatimah and Mr Maheantharan) go like "WHY NOT?"

wow...

even the lady catering hokkien mee called me ah sui..

hello~ everybody..

thanx for liking the role ah sui..

my name is wanjun^^ (-.-""")

oh oh.. and i ask mummy to tie my hair this mornin..

so proud to go to sch with mummy's work on my hair..

reminded me when i was in pri sch when i go sch with plaits everyday..

THANX MUMMY!!

i bought mama day present le!!

my dear classmates gave me present for advance birthday

i would like to specially thanx

*katherine

*seraphine

*fatimah

*nadhirah

*shaun

*junxian

for sharing the gifts..

i really love them ^^ (i mean the gifts.. LOL..)

i so love the bag that i could not resist myself and i started changing bag during gems lesson..

hahaha..

thanx the whole class for the birthday card!

and Mr Rajan!

he signed on the card too!
the thing i told my clique was that

"i've got an artist signature on my birthday card!"

cos Rajan is a well known Tamil artist!

and a very very nice lecturer

hehe..

my birthday card

my new bag!!!

my new 7 zai soft toy..

7 zai handphone accessory

nails sticker

it was really curly after i untie everything..

looks like i perm my hair..

its nice but its scary..

cos i scared its damaging my hair..

lol..

oh.. and i have taken a photo of my fellow compere wearing the soldiers uniform

they are suppose to tour the visitors around Moberly

and pretending that they were the soldiers back in the olden days..

they look so adorable!

after a tiring day..

the comperes who stayed around in Meet 1 @ Moberly were busy playing games..

Black Magic

What Comes Next

80 days around the world

"How many bear bear jump over the wall"

"open close"

and i look so stupid when i dunno the trick!!!

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

2008-05-06T17:49:00.006+08:00

7 zai in school!!!

7 zai drink green tea

kat and 7 zai~

i am relief..
i felt much better after letting ning know..
but i wun feel as good before the event is over.

dear is right at the very beginning..
i should have quitted very early..
i did not want to bcos the club is not surviving well..
i was thinkin so much for the club that i did not think for myself..
until yesterday.. when i cant take it anymore..

now.. i should focus on my studies and other aspects of my life..
like sourcing my internship company..

man.. in a few months time i am going out to the real world and work!
im growing up..
its not like i've never worked before..
but i might not be studying anymore..
wow..

i had a graded assignment and i did not have a good rest last night..
i always get a C for my Writing for Media..
i am not the writing person..
boohoo..

right..
something apart from school..
jingyun sent me the fotos le..
this was last last sunday when we celebrated ricky's birthday..
hehe..

happy birthday ricky papa

he's touched..

he eats!

take 1

take 2

take 3

change person.. take 4.. haah..

me and chew hau..

me and jingyun..

take 1 (so cheesy..)

take 2 (he's talkin!)

take 3 (he is actuali still talkin.. -.-")

!!!

mustach!

i dunno wat im doin.. haha..

2008-05-05T00:02:00.004+08:00

i am tired..

sometimes i feel.. empty..

i am starting to wonder..

is it still my interest?

y do i feel tired..

i reali have the feelin of leaving everything behind and juz not turn up..

i feel tat i cant take it anymore..

the hug from dear reali mean alot neh..

i feel like not attending sch so i dun have to turn up for rehearsal..

but not turning up equals to dragging everyone back..

damn it..

can i fall reali sick?

reali sick for juz once.. -.-

haiz..

wat a stupid request..

my new pencil box..

2008-04-27T12:53:00.006+08:00

HALO~

so long never blog le..

yesterday i go find dear dear neh

at night he bring me to a place and eat

its like on water

the shop is built on top of sea..

so cool~

when dear dear drive in he say..

this place got many "mo mo"!

hehe..

dear dear drive so cool!

exciting!!

can see the industrial park of singapore..

soooooooo nice~

table 6!

lao san going home le..

lao da hug hug lao san..

i brought lao san to school..

he learn with me!

katherine is angry with lao san.. haha..

2008-04-15T20:54:00.004+08:00

i only get to know it today that starbucks logo had experienced such a big change..

thanx to miss nga..

First it was this thing about a "twin tailed siren"

it is said that in the past, twin tailed siren sits on a rock in the sea..

whenever a ship is near, she would sing and attract them to her..

the ship will then knock onto the rock and the sailors will die..

it was then that the starbucks change the look of the twin tailed siren a little..

they did away the belly button and that the mermaid is smillin more..

then.. it was told by my lecturer, that pre-school teachers used to bring the starbucks bottle to the class..

but the picture of the twin tailed siren is too "obsene"

so they decided to modify more on the logo..

later.. they made a close-up to the logo..

and it is the logo that they are using it..

WOW~

and there was this assignment today that we have to do a write-up on how to tie a shoelace with less than 100 words..

it sound simple.. but when you want to type out with concise points... ...

2008-04-12T23:04:00.006+08:00

i've got a new hair..

no longer need to spend so much time on my hair..

haha..

recently.. somethng kept replayin in my mind..

i got quite disturbed..

but.. i hope i can get over it..

dear say.. i need to think of him.. (hee.. ^^)

i juz think of dear dear.. jiu wun think others le..

few days ago.. went dear dear's place..

saw lao san!!!

lao da:: lao er :: lao san

so~~~ cute!

dear's parents treat me so good..

hehe..

so long no see.. then at the first sight see him..

so funny..

haha..

dear drove me to custom..

its so good to sit in the car while dear is driving..

hehe..

is xin fu de gan jue!!!!!!! ^^

2008-04-11T03:08:00.003+08:00

忽然發瘋だで　わたしの
有時候真的寂寞
我不承認難過或錯過什麼
但你和我是 different world

也許失落但是這算什麼
いづも　いづも是我在乎比較多

是誰的日子好過
對我好的人很多很多　
腦袋卻是個空洞
那快樂感覺隨波漂流

美好在蹉跎離開卻又
嘿どしで　 byebye說不出口
手中的溫度現在全都冰凍　
隨著你　腐朽

忽然沉默だで　わたしの
只能說我不想說
整個天空不知道是為誰閃爍
吹的風也不再親吻我
你的溫柔像衛生棉塞住馬桶
いづも　いづも讓我頭很痛

是誰的日子好過

對我好的人很多很多　

腦袋卻是個空洞

那快樂感覺隨波漂流

美好在蹉跎離開卻又

嘿どしで　 byebye說不出口

手中的溫度現在全都冰凍　

隨著你　腐朽

2008-04-03T03:03:00.004+08:00

okie.. what were the worse things i'd done today:

recieved an sms from school staff for the 2nd time bcos i ignored him for the first time.. however.. i still ignored..

that staff stated that i should go for a dialogue session by some minister.. ask me to check mail.. all i noe is.. my sch web mail is left dead for so long that all mails are deleted when i get up there this morning.. (or be precised.. its already 1pm when i woke up) so i think i will continue ignoring that guy..

I BROKE MY LIGHT BULB!! so for the entire night i played game in the dark.. i tried climbing on a chair and detaching bulbs from my living room trying my best to find one that function properly.. but.. sadly to say.. none can fit!! nvm..

i kind of like confirmed something wrongly with someone.. hopefully.. it would be fine.. lol.. THE WORLD WONT CRASH!

im finishing my "The Planet" book.. the reason why its a bad thing cuz this book is reeeelly interesting and im finishing already.. xd

do i look like shoplifter? i dun like sale staff who trail after me.. kind of disrespectful to customer.. DUN GIVE ME THAT LOOK! does it mean i'll secretly grab something bcos im wearing long sleeves?

thats all about my rantings..

yep.. done..

so yea.. goodnight..

today is 2april!!

(oh.. library books due 6april.. what a date! ^^)

2008-03-29T02:01:00.001+08:00

juz suddenly got so attracted by her.. haha
im not les..
but..
i realise my blog is dead for so long..
so.. something to make it look new..
hahahaha..

2008-03-17T15:10:00.009+08:00

went out with peggy yest..

actuali wat we tot was juz havin a simple meal and then chat till she go for her dance

but amazingly..

her dance was cancelled..

thus we decided to visit jurong point..

which i had not visited for a thousands of years.. lol..

had lunch at the food junction.. (or was it kopitiam.. wateva..)
jap food!!!

mine was unagi..

peg's tempura...

and....................

for the hungry-ness that we were in..

another bowl of ebi curry udon!!!

hehe..

but peg ate the most!

lalala~~~

she was initially lookin for wallet
saw john little having sales..

and tadah..

i came out with a bag of undergarments.. she.. a packet of sour plums..

no wallet..

anyway.. the wallet dont even suit any pp of our generation..

bleah.. =p

then we passed by toy'r'us..

this gal shouted "ELMO!!"

and thats it..

we spent our entire shopping inside..

haha..

i was busy lookin for stitch

tryin my best to catch a glimpse of any stitch stuff..

then......................................

we started playin~~

so many piglet and tigger...

when i was much younger..

i used to love pikachu alot!!

hehe..

have u ever seen spiderman in such a sorry state..?

our hero fell.. 囧

taxi~

look so real..

but why would kids love taxi??

we started enjoyin ourselves with this kid's learning "computer"

spaceman!!!

we bought this candy that contain popping powder..

busy hearing the popping sound in our mouths..

lol..

and i bought this!!!

cos there's stitch!!

walkin..

haha..

we dropped by an accessories push cart outside jp..

and we tot of getting a similar ring

but ended up buyin a pair of similar earing..

one side for me..

one side for peg!

hee..

and on the bus journey back...

camwhore~~~

peg regretted so much for not getting the cookie monster bookmark back at the toy'r'us
haha..

cos we borrowed some library books..

so.. we went to kiddy palace in lot 1..

hopin to find the bookmark..

but turn out..

i found this~

so cute~~~

The End~

2008-03-16T04:17:00.001+08:00

a little changes in life..

might not be that hard..

nothing is impossibe..

everything is possible..

2008-03-01T21:38:00.010+08:00

had a primary school gathering yesterday..

it was very fun..

we went to Mind Cafe..

its a place where you can go with frenz to chill and play board games..

dun undermind the power of board game.. once u start you cant stop..

lol..

pris with her pose~

this game is called "Risk"

very fun~

but in the end.. gals lose till..................... cham..

weichong---koonhua---pris

so candid.. so cute.. hehe..

what's this..

cute cute de hui'er..

act cute de me.. haha..

cunning de jialong..

i lost too much to him in the game..

always stay calm de koon hua..

hair is important de wei chong..

always sqeeze in to take picture..

haha..

the more the cosy-ier..

haha..

the threesome.. kelly nv come~ =(

then we went to vivo city..

had our dinner there.. at Secret Recipe..

my first time to this restaurant..

the food there is nice~

hehe^^

tah-dah~

my dish..

nice right.. yum yum~

caught wei chong licking finger..

hehe..

look around..

see if got pp wan steal ur food or not..

hee..

say peace for a meal..

yes..

dig in!!!!!!!!!

we got some drinks and went to the open space at vivo..

played truth or dare..

dug out many secrets, did many funny things..

haha..

ya la.. macho la..

they macho then we sweet lor..

lol..

hug hug~

see the diff in height!!!

me and koon hua..

long ge (jialong) and me!

hui'er and pris

orh-hor!!!

haha..

luckily i capture in time..

jialong move away so fast..

toilet toilet~

we closed ourselves in the baby changing room and take photos..

hahaha..

The End~

2008-02-21T00:46:00.004+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY~ =^.^=

very happy.. hee^^
20.02

=dear=
he is juz like any normal colleague when i first saw him
he always keep quiet and nv talk even if he felt unwell
i think he is weird..
when he really looked unwell.. i went forward and asked
if he is feelin alright.. he nv reply..

few weeks later..
he initiate to help me carry table..
i think.. this guy is so sweet..

when i was misundestood..
he told me he will always stand by my side

when things got worst..
he really helped me alot..
that day.. i was in the train..
feelin so bad..
tot i nv say goodbye to him when he got down at his station
but he went in by the other door and came to my station..
i thought.. this guy is so good..

we quarrelled
we laughed
we cried
we share everything under the sun..

he is a guy that i would nv regret being together with..

i wish..
we have more and more anniversaries to spend together with..
till the day.. i can never breath again..

went billy bombers..

mine.. hehe..

dear dear's..

my fingers+dear's legs..

wahahaha..

watched kung fu dunk!

not totally a bad show..

back dear home..

see he play game oh~

pro de neh..

lao san say: "think think think~"

lao san VS dear dear!!

lao san go bom bom..

suana..

dear say he look like salt fish..

i dun dare to use the clip to clip his ears or hand..

cos wet.. heavy.. i scared will detach.. LOL..

had a great day really..

dear on msn say de..

i really feel very touched..

fishy<3devil..

forever..

and also not to forget.. thanks to:

Fatimah

Ning

Reynold

lizzie

shireen..

u noe wat i mean... -.-

i bet u guys did that in the middle of training..

2008-02-20T02:06:00.000+08:00

2008-02-17T01:41:00.007+08:00

went mdm ng's house for new year..
she was my drama teacher in charge..
a very nice teacher..
jiang yi qi number 1!!

its fun seeing my drama frenz..
and we talked a little about the past..
share the cute things about our boyfrenz..
and many other fun stuff..
like sharing a piece of kfc drumstick..

they showed me this blog..
i thought "oh.. this guy looks like ya lun(from fahrenheit)"
but it turned out to be my pri sch schoolmate.. OMG!!!
shocking enuf to see him change alot..
REALI A LOT!!
sent him a mail.. duno he will see or not..

we camwhore in mdm ng's study room..
our only entertainment was the computer and gossip when we browse tru the frenster and blogs..

of cos vivian is the elder sister..
but duno y she looked smaller.. o.o

its a failure...

camwhore was fun.. but very tiring.. lol..

i saw the photos of gillian and edison..
of cos the sensored ones..
but..
haix..
shant comment anything.. (zip!)

2008-02-15T04:01:00.002+08:00

人參可以燉雞
人生可以燉雞嗎？

快樂真的有那麽難嗎？
還是.. 是我不知道？

我是生物..

2008-02-11T00:35:00.000+08:00

什麽時候眼淚才會不要流了呢？
什麽時候的要求才不會是自私的呢？
什麽時候我才會懂？
爲什麽有那麽多的 “什麽時候”?

心一直很不安
縂覺得會怎麽樣
很怕

從那天.. 眼淚沒有停過
晚上睡覺早上起來.. 沒有停過..
很累.. 眼睛很累.. 可是不會停啊

我不能不覺得自己很煩
可是.. 又不是只有我有煩惱..
所以.. 不能自私..
心情很差..
又不知道怎麽樣才會好
我需要的.. 我不敢去要..
因爲.. 不可以自私..
知足.. 我會學..

阿信.. 爲什麽
知足的快樂叫人忍受心痛？
痛.. 很難忍..
阿信.. 爲什麽..
你可以那麽厲害？

什麽時候.. 眼淚才會讓我哭干？
-.-

2008-02-07T23:35:00.000+08:00

lao san kena become roti prata..
bian bian le... wuwu~~

cried last nite..
not a nice new year..
dun wanna explain y..

saw dear de sms and i smiled..
it was the only thing that made me smile from the bottom of my heart..

went k with peggy..
she told me alot..
about how to speak up..
i noe..
but its hard..
maybe i'll try..
o.o

something wrong with my blog cursor..
my stitch is gone and something smewhere is wrong.. -.-

this photo look like i stuff fishballs at both side of my cheeks..

this one looks acceptable.. lol..

this is how i dress for CNY..
going against the chinese beliefs..
wearing black..

wanted to dress like devil's gal.. lol..
NO ANGEL! im bad..

he! is my cousin's baby.. so cute~
he caught me taking his picture..

then he look at my handphone strap..

peg gave me ang bao..
and its tissue inside..
she insist that she needs her fingers in the photo to be evidence..
AND THAT ANG BAO PACKET IS RECYCLED FROM MINE!
-.-

the nice side..

and the not so happy side..

~~miss you~~

2008-02-07T02:11:00.000+08:00

reali felt so.. thoughtless..
i knew i shouldnt have gone but its not want i can choose..
went to my dad's fren house.
he has a son.
my dad call his fren in-laws..

it's like.. come on..
my life is not ur game..
u are not my remote control.
i have feelings and i hope.. my relationship is what me myself choose.
not you.

and the fren also hen bu yao lian de call me -xi fu-
-.-
totally speechless..

i think..
thats it..
if u dun give me the respect that i, at the very least, should have
then i dun think there is a need to show you the respect that i should have on you.

i so wanna cry..
i never felt so need you dear..
o.o

2008-02-03T00:05:00.000+08:00

lao san is sad..

boredom..

suddenly so blank..

missed the times while i was in sec sch

when we have to go back for drama practises..

missed the times when there are so many competitions comin up..

i so miss drama.. =.(

chinese new yr comin..

i haven get my new yr stuff..

sian..

shopping with so many pp is so "blood-vomiting"..

i feel like watching a movie.. but no nice movie..

tmr jay chou going bugis.. i shall not step in there tmr..

it will be "people mountain people sea"..

i feel like..

vanishing into the thin air..

-.-

2008-02-01T21:02:00.000+08:00

we got our mpp event result back..
but we are sad~
cos the participant went down to the lecture hall late..
so we got to deduct 5 marks from observation by lecturer..
if not we could have gotten 97.. highest in the cohort..
wuwu~~

ms helen said she was impressed with our grp..
5 marks is alot..
ah~~~~

2008-01-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

i came across this video that i so wanna share it to people..
its an abstract from world of warcraft but made to be funny..

and this..

heard that the second video is a real movie.. O.O
wow...

2008-01-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

WARNING!!!
LOTSA PICTURES...
if you cant wait for the loading.. pls navigate.. (lol..)

MPP (media promotional publicity) IS OVER!!!

we did a lot for this day to come..
all the money and the sweat..
its worthwhile..
there's a saying in chinese..
on stage you spent 10 min but you trained for 10 years for that.. (sounds weird when its translated..)
its true..

its our MPP CA and our motive is to plan an event to promote DMC
our group chose the theme: Club (not CCA club..-.-)
and im glad we managed to bring out the ambience..
its reali nice when our frenz came in with a *wa..*
cos it means our hard work got paid off..

actually i dun reali care if our marks din turn out to be good
cos we are all too satisfied with our room ambience.. HAHA..
first we had prob with the school becos club gives a negative image to the others..
but what we are trying to bring out isnt the bad side of it..
its more like promoting DMC in a casual way..
DMC if like a bunch of nice frenz... ya.. i dun wanna touch on that anymore..
done with enuf explanation abt that..

this is something from the long wait..

(taken after event.. so the sign kind of like cannot hold anymore.. haha..)

this is what u see at the door..

this is what you will see when you enter..
the bar counter.. hehe.. done by kat..

lit candles on the bar.. wa..

stage and judges' table..

participants' area..

posters.. i dug out all my collection.. but only used a little...
prizes for participants..

candid..

SHAUN! CAUGHT YOU MAKAN-ING! haha..
"when i say this means this!" (its not wat she said.. -.-)
all the purple effect came from the flourescent paper wrapped on the lights..

when we are packing.. juz realise.. we din show them this..
it was covered by the screen of the projector.. -.-

take 1 shaun closed his eyes.. -.-"

take 2.. junxian close his eyes.. -.-"""

very tired after that..
some of the participants din wan the goodie bag given to them..
we splitted the new urban male voucher.. and!
someone left our movie voucher there..
eh.. use money buy one eh.. tot is fake de ma? -.-"

LAO SAN COME MY HOUSE!!! (he give flying kiss.. hehe..)
dear dear went back m'sia..
lao san alone at home will scared..
so i take care of him first..
wait dear come back..

eat him!!! haha..

Lao Da.. Lao Er.. Lao San.. (from bottom to top..)

then lao san fall down.. o.o

STORY TELLING......

lao san pull lao da ears..

lao er see..

then kick lao san..

lao san fly..

then he sad..

lao da and lao er look at eachother..

lao er feel sorry..

then they hug hug to resolve~~ THE END~

YEAH!!!

2008-01-13T01:11:00.000+08:00

juz yesterday.. i dreamt of dear..
its a good dream..

people have these sayings..
-dreams are opposite of reality
-dreams are things that will come true one day..

no matter wat the sayings are..
that dream.. indeed made me feel happy..
at least.. for that moment..

2008-01-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

people always say..
i dun believe..
but now i noe..
its reali affecting me..
exams and tests near..
i cant concentrate..
im kind of.. wateva is that adjective.. damn thing..

was kind of missing living dead dolls..
its time since i visited their website..

Across the miles It's funny to me

How far you are but now near you seem to be

I could talk all night

Just to hear you breathe

I could spend my life

Just living this dream

You're all I'll ever need

You give me strength

You give me hope

You give me someone to love someone to hold

When I'm in your arms

I need you to know

I've never been

I've never been this close

With all the lovers I used to know

I kept my distance I never let go

But in your arms I know I'm safe

'Cause I've never been held

And I've never been kissed in this way

You're all I'll ever need

You give me strength
You give me hope
You give me someone to love someone to hold
When I'm in your arms
I need you to know
I've never been
I've never been this close

Close enough to see it's true

Close enought to trust in you

Closer now than any words can say

And when

When I'm in your arms, I need you to know

I've never been

I've never been this close

You give me strength

You give me hope

You give me someone to love someone to hold

When I'm in your arms

I need you to know

I've never been

I've never been this close

-closewestlife-

2008-01-01T02:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE-RY-BO-DY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007 had passed.. its 2008 now..

its like wow..

it reali explains time flies..

i remembered last year's new year is funny..

(when i recalled its funny.. when it was back then.. i was "argh..")

dear just joined hoshi for not long.. and we had just started talking when it was close new year eve..

so i asked him to come along for celebration..

he said okie at first..

but after some incident..

he din wanna go anymore.. (humph..)

this year's new yr eve was fun..

the bugis hoshi people met up and had dinner..

*winnie

*jingyun

*lay ying

*shi pei

*stephenie

*shun an

*ying ping
* AND ME (lol..)

we went shaw house find ricky (our manager..)

[from left to right.. top: yingping, ricky, me, lay ying, shun an. bottom: steph, jingyun, shipei)

it was havoc deciding what to eat and we ended up in Seoul Garden

quite ex.. but.. its fun la..

buffet style.. (wa~ as if i can eat alot..)

the food was nice..

but not when u eat too much of it..

yingping vomitted.. (omg~)
steph had indigestion.. (omg~)

im hungry now.. (HAHAHA...)

jingyun took it without me knowing.. i look like retard..

my drink.. sprite plus tadpole.. hehe..

ying ping look like she enjoying..

she ate too fast la..

steph.. she can reali eat.. O.O

wa~ its like.. non-stop.. haha..

ying ping, steph, me and shun an..

shi pei and jingyun..

then i said okie.. one more take..

so i included lay ying without her knowing.. HAHAHA... (evil~)

i try to push the food down!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i am juz too full................. -.-

so much...

then josephine and ah ten from shaw house hoshi wanna join us for fireworks..

so we waited for them to eat their meals

went arcade..

OMG we saw eric!! (ex bugis hoshi cook)

pulled him along for fireworks..

this is a simple video taken by my pathetic handphone.. haha..

okie.. after watching it..

it wasnt my handphone that is pathetic..

its this video format from blogger that is lagging..

haha..

those voices are from - me, eric, winnie and layying.. hahaha..

2007-12-28T03:10:00.000+08:00

YEAH YEAH
met my clique today for xmas present exchange..
and~
we had this reali cool plan ( i forgot who came up with that)
we wrote our names down and draw lots..
we have to buy present for that person we've picked..
it was actuali a secret as for who is buying for who..
BUT THEN.. somehow we have to ask pp for help as in what to buy
and slowly we can guess who is buying for who.. -.-
haha.. but it was still fun..

KNOW WHAT!!
i was buying for nadhirah..
it is a shirt and i wrapped it with LOTSA newspaper..
and i actuali irritate everyone who is watching her tearing piece by piece..
hahaha...

kat kat got a top too..
fat fat got bangles and a brooch
sera got a moisterizer hand cream..
AND AND!!
i GOT THIS THIS!!

hehe.. cute right..
THANX FATIMAH~~

and i bought this yesterday..
i nearly wanted to buy the coin pouch fat fat give me..
lucky i chose the notebook.. lol..

Nad Nad bought this for us..
SOOOooooo nice of her..
and she found her cat..
NAd.. pray hard for your cat kkie..
it will be fine after visiting the vet..
smile.. =D

we went bowling after unwrapping the gifts..
actuali wanted to skate but kat was wearing a skirt..
but nvm.. cos i learnt something that i wouldnt dare to try..
haha..
bowling was fun..
it was the first time i tried it..
and i thought bowling would be expensive..
but it was quite acceptable..
BUT BUt... MY NAILS~~~~
cos the ball was too heavy and it broke my nail..
haha..

oh oh..
and nad nad sent me this photo of me
when we went swensens the other day..
i was biting a bacon..
hahaha.. sick on that day..
thus it explains the "snow" coat..

2007-12-26T02:05:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY~~~~~

very weird
i woke up and never manage to sleep back
i had the softest voice in my life today
everyone who called me today asked me if i was sleepin..

juz feelin not right..
no energy
but i ate damn little today..
cos.. im not hungry..

went out with peg..
orchard very pack
i din wanna join in the crowd..
i juz wanna chill..
but the crowd was so scary that i dun wanna stay outdoor..

went hoshi..
ricky not in..
saw GM and Nori..
i want to find ah Ten one.. then saw them in kitchen..
almost scream..

Hagiwara asked why i never bring anything to give them..
i said i give you my heart.. LOL...
paiseh la.. (aduii no treat me still wan me give u gift meh.. JK..)

took some pics..
peg din save the first two pics.. sob sob.. haha...

i love myself..

i tried my best to hold them there for a photo..
cos evil peggy kept blowing.. -.-

at lrt station.. nothing better to do..

OMG.... WO CHI CU LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
uh~~~~~ mama~~
haix.. but is others de yi fan hao yi ba..
its the first time i ever feel jealous.. haha..
but i should not feel it for long..
haha..

2007-12-25T02:33:00.000+08:00

我是瓶毒藥還是顆仙人掌？
縂不會給人美好的下場
我不知道是我遲鈍還是我是白癡
總而言之我就個披著天史上衣的巫婆
保持距離看我是善良的
一旦靠近就會嘗到痛苦的滋味

王子和公主的童話故事是虛構的
爲什麽在我們小時候要用這種假象來催眠我們幼小的心靈
在我們慢慢成長的過程才會領悟到童話故事是騙人的

阿信... 你的歌聲呢？
好沒力哦...

是那個王八蛋把我電話亂亂發！！！！！！！！！！！！！
讓我知道你是誰你肯定知道我的狠！！！！！！！！！！！

2007-12-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

hee..

today very funny..
hope never affect dear dear jiu hao..

today's incident reminds me of my past..
when i was young..
i always ask my fren to go along to my grandma house
but when mt fren wan me to go to her grandparent house..
i would rather die..
lol..
cos i am scared..
it was since young de..

today dear say le..
at least he dun keep everything inside..
haha..
and i find something good about his family de..
they listen..

ya.. i think i can never have a talk on the same table with my parents ba..

2007-12-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

It was fri, we went celebrating for our 2 weeks break at Swensens @ Marina
it was a good luff cos me and fatimah was searching for seraphine's lost screws
and we were busy acting as the man in Mocca.com be saying the *bla bla bla* is over there~
lol..
and we said he is sera's husband.. HAHA
it was juz a joke..

we went explanade after the shopping..
saw an art piece displayed..
very meaningful..
it was based on a true story written and drawn in the first person's point of view..
couldn't rmb the name of the art piece..
but that person saw his 2 frenz died in front of him..
one of them is going to turn 17 the next day...

had camp these few days..
it was then that me and fatimah found out we actuali bonded..
no.. we found clique in compere..
lol..
yeah yeah..

i bought this lovely drink..
strawberry soursop..
omg.. very beautiful.. hee..

if only life can be as beautiful..
no lies..
no hypocripts..
and.. people can be involve in healthy competition..

oh ya.. i kind of "displayed" the slightly unpleasant side of me to the malay lady in the SB office.
she.. =x ZIP! i dun wanna say..
if she had not started i wldnt too..
i will neva step in the office if she is working..
before i throw her another stare..
i better stay away from her..

random..
was walkin at cck mrt station when i came across this couple..
that gal reach out for the guy's hand
and he held her hands so tight like he will never let go..
i was looking as if i could feel..
that moment was juz so sweet..

this week is packed..
and.. im tired.. write no more..
good night..

"Experiment 626 is going to.."
"Stitch. My name Stitch."
"Okay Stitch is...."
"Does Stitch has to go in the ship?"

"yes..."

"Can Stitch say goodbye?"
"Yes..."
"Thank you"

"ohana means family..
Family means.. nobody gets left behind..
Or forgotten..."

2007-12-13T15:17:00.000+08:00

the five of us went to consult fortune teller today..
it was damn funny cos muz of the things that he said i dun quite agree with..

he said i was very *teh* (that means.. sa jiao..) okie.. that i wun disagree..
then he said i am a perfectionist (disagree)
i wan others to be perfect (disagree)
i cant stand my boyfren having behaviours that i dun quite like..
if this ever happens, i will straight away break up with him.. ( totally disagree)
he says i can do business (puke..)
and if i dun do business i will be controlling others too much that they think i am bad..
(which means wat? i cant go into production?)
he also said i am a risk taker and i can make alot money.. (i think i am risk taker.. but i doubt i can make a fortune)
he says i will fall in love deeply only when i reach 26.. (er.. excuse me?)
if not then i will get married only when i am 33.. (faint)
he said i am going to be a *tai tai* when im married.. (er.. i dun think so..)
i am not a very emotional person (er.. i think he got it totally wrong)
better dun marry an emotional man.. (i wan..)

okie.. whatever was said is juz for fun..
i wldn't make myself to believe in that..
even though he kept on emphsising he wun be wrong and that i muz trust him..
er.. i dun think i wan to.. lol..

some time ago, we made seraphine looked as if she ate alot..
and the situation was damn funny..

sorry seraphine..

that fortune teller man said she is very emotional

and she thinks alot about what others say to her..

LOL!!!!!!!

i still think we are going to disturb u..

muahahaha~~~

2007-12-09T23:34:00.000+08:00

hey!!! me wear dear de hoshi uniform!!!!
i look like tekwando pp!!
haha..

met dear dear today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its like finally..

lol..

went to my grandma house yest..

she live with my uncle and they were having open house

so many pp

lucky i din faint

i wasnt feeling very good when so many people walk here and there in front of me

and i hardly talk to people

the whole place is madly noisy

almost wanted to throw up..

then before we reached, my dad drove me there

he kept saying how he want me to study uni

study banking and finance

next time work in a bank

~~ENOUGH!!~~

i got a life..

feeling very bored when i got home.. do some facial exercise..

reali bored in my room..

the day before yest me met my pri sch schoolmates..

NORMAN GOING NS

omg.. i feel so old..

people of my batch going ns..

we went ajisan.. and to my horor.. so ex..

but nvm.. not everytime we meet up anyway..

kelly and er went home first cuz they were still having exams

hui er and kelly....

take one..

take two

weichong! my stitch!

we told norman.. OPEN YOUR EYES...

then...

indeed very big..

weichong and kelly~

his face like no change.. o.o

then he say.. to suit me.. he close one eye.. -.o...

i duno wat i doin..

KELLY VERY PRETTY!!!

me got stitch pen!!!

xie xie weichong....

2007-11-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

也許哭過就會好一些

我真的覺得好難過

是我要求太高嗎

我像個壞人吧..

是我一個人的執著嗎？

還是我太投入了

是我期望高嗎？

是不是不要有期望就不會失望？

可是期望不是可以選擇要就要不要就不要的

如果可以

我也想讓自己不要有期望

就不會有等待就不會有難過

我不懂得開口要求

可是又因爲這樣讓自己難過

爲什麽我會這麽沒用呢？

以前那個對任何事都沒感覺的我.. 去哪裏了？

是時候尋回那個我

做個無憂無慮的我

從現在起.. 我會學著不開口就算了反正也沒什麽了不起

回到那個懶得去理人的那個我

那才是我..

2007-11-10T01:25:00.000+08:00

went to bugis with sera and jx..

but jx went off to sim lim half way..

xiao zhu went bugis today~

wonder y i nv take the photo of the real him..

bcos its too crowded to even see him.. *pouts*

okie.. we saw quite a number of celebrities this week..

first.. fatimah saw BRYAN WONG..

i was in the toilet.. *pouts X2*

then we saw Taufik Batisah..

i dunno where i picked that courage and shout

"taufik! fatimah over there"

eventually she hid after seeing him..

then he was like..

"hey.. where were you guys from.."

as in he asked where were we juz now..

quite a frenly man..

then we saw some live the dream gal..

then some suria actors..

wa~

after we shopped at bugis.. went to boat quay

then walked to esplanade..

seriously.. esplanade is a place where i will nv be sick of going..

we went there twice this week le..

hahz..

took some lame photos at boat quay..

she searching for night mode..

i begged sera to take a foolish foto..

then she say.. Okie la.. blow up la.. blow up la..

lol..

she's upset for having a fat foto..

so she say suck in.. -.-

view right in front of me..

beside me..

i duno y..

i had already been strong enuf le..

but juz sad...

=.(

2007-11-09T00:58:00.000+08:00

today was a no no =( day for me..

i duno y i had that dream..

but i hate myself for having it..

nvm..

was watching Brown Sugar Machiatto

黑糖瑪奇朵

by hei se hui mei mei and bang bang tang

it is considered a funny yet saddening in some areas..

very close to students life..

but some dark side of life

and the bright side of it..

mostly on focusing on how each of them find their love life..

if u are expecting something really serious..

i suggest this show doesnt suit you..

inside the show..

i most love the couple -gui gui and wang zi-..

its reali funny.. sad.. and sweet..

cute gal + handsome boy~

some random pics form togther..

funny face~ angry~

make ur own story..

sweet~

she's luffing cos she tot she escaped from wangzi.. but..

this has to be behind the scenes.. cos i dun see this scene in the drama..

this is a separate photo taken.. not a cut scene..

this kiss is then from the scene..

wangzi caught gui gui..

long story.. this scene quite saddening..

this show doenst juz focus on the two of them..

but their story is the most exciting one..

anw.. so many pix..

2007-10-31T02:14:00.000+08:00

okie.. to admit..
actuali i din feel like turning up for the compere halloween in the first place cuz i duno wat to wear..
then fatimah decided that she will go..
then i think i should go as well
cuz its worse when they start questioning wat was my reason for not turning up..

fat and i got there like 3..
when we were suppose to be there by 10 am..

when i was out..
i was wearing some kind of jap style..
and i had many stares O.O in the mrt..
come on..
wat is so wrong..
its also made up of cloth..

i went to get a skirt before heading school..
and.. oo.. gotten fake eye lashes..
i wanted to make myself look like a jap doll..
i din reali get it..
but my lashes did help a bit..
my eye lids felt so itchy with the fake eye lashes on..
and when i close my eyes..
its like.. ouch!!
i felt like tearing dy..

we decorated Dance @ Moberly to make it look like a ghost trail..
and wow..
nice work done..
too bad i din take a foto of that..
was too busy with the work..
we had cobwebs.. head hanging and most importantly..
the walk is made up of mirror..
so its scary enuf to onli see urself in the walk..

we also had a little competition for best dressed and wat so ever that happens in a party..

over all.. i should say..
i din regret turning up..

thats me when i first reach the club room..
without any make up on at all..

here's what i am wearing without the wear over
(is it called a coat.. its sleeveless anw..)

look at how long the lashes are..
but i have to bear with the itchyness.. *sob sob*

and its the first time i drew my eyes like that..
too bad i din get contact lenses.. haha..

managed to capture lizzie in the process of making up..
she dressed up as the suicide school gal..

the main attraction of the event.. lol..

see what i meant..

(from the left)
thats anita.. she dressed up as a.. died-long-ago ghost? haha..
then shereen.. good fren of lizzie.. who commited suicide together..
and fatimah.. which u cant see what she is.. except for the craving for chocolate..

this is what fatimah wore..
she's the.. dark angel.. haha..

camwhore session..
thats yani, my senior(yr3).. and john, my junior..

thats me and ning.. our officer in charge..

she dressed up as princess of.. (i forgot where..)

i like her blood.. haha..

thats alvin.. my senior (in yr3)

he came from skate board training.. so he din manage to dress up..

haha.. he posed for me!!

gajan!!

he tied his hair..

and that was wat happened when he took the rubber band off..

hahaha..

he said he dressed up as DAVID BECKHAM.. (he's not dead yet..)

megat and me..

omg..

he went home like that..

he is a hanged prisoner ( i mean he dressed up as one..)

i wonder is he scared anyone in the train..

reynold.. he is the host of the day..

and he dressed up as freddie..

he got freddie's hand.. Oooo...

he is also my class rep..

we also have 2 students from spDJ club..

they are very nice..

they helped out alot and.. sad to say..

they onli sit and enjoy the whole event..

without participating in the games..

this is a gift from us(juniors) to our seniors..

haha..

creative neh....

and its also ning's birthday today (30th oct)..

so rami ordered this cake..

which has got a D-cup boobs on it..

and ning got the boob part to eat.. haha..

something to surprise ning..

couldnt bare to remove make up..

so took another foto outside my lift.. lol..

while i was going home..

i received O.O starings again.. -.-

am i that scary or i look like an alien?

2007-10-26T01:09:00.000+08:00

pms
thats all i can say
moodswing~
its like bad cuz i cant control it
i din wan to..
but it juz happened

communication problem
like human language vs mars language

my handphone is slowly failing me
the sensor of the button is not responding
the memory card is soon to become 2 separate pieces.. -.-

put bad things aside..

went out with seraphine yesterday..
like..
somerset to orchard
orchard to somerset
somerset to dobhy gaut
then to city hall
reached esplanade
went marina for dinner
we walked the entire journey
and i guess thats part of why sera din turn up for class today..

powerpluck (thats my clique's name..) passed a statute few days ago..
(that means enforced a law)
it says "the latest person will have to treat the rest of us meal"
however..
i hardly think anyone obeyed the rule
lol~~

i do hope im not late for class tmr
cuz if i do..
its 4 weeks in a row LATE!!
can you pls be more kind?
~~well.. i suppose no..~~

saw this in esplanade
they were playing some disney songs..
very cool..
3 gals make great music!

camwhore in toilets~

saw this today
fatimah scared me when she suddenly "EH!!"
i tot there was a swamp of bees..
then i saw this..
actuali there was 4.. but before i could capture..
one jumped back to the pond..
initially we tot was fake..
but then when one moved we realise..
ITS REAL~

2007-10-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

long day for me..
went sch.. din intent to be late
but was late for a couple of min..
then considered late..
u noe.. other lecturers give time allowance.. but.. ~~wateva~~~
its not as if i care alot..

went shooting a video for promoting sp kind of stuff..
this is my one and onli difficult line..
"it's very established, it has a long history and my parents also studied here.."
simple u may think
but to say it in a damn innocent way.. its hard!
the camera man kept emphasising that i muz seem like i say it so truely..
oh wow.. and i had how many takes juz for that one line..

then it's YQ's turn.. (YQ's my compere fren)
and u noe wat...
his was damn cocky
his line was "the reason i chose sp is bcos it offers a wide variety of courses.."
not cocky ma.. u may think!
his action was looking at the pamphlet back facing the cam
turn around and look into the camra and say
then turn back lookin at the pamphlet
*faint*
and i have to act innocent.. o.o

then we also have some ISC(international student club) students shooting the video
zeeson and wang qian
cos they come from other countries..
foreign student kind of thing..
we went to their club room to shoot
then their club room was stuck in between malay cultural club and tamil cultural club
during the shoot, one side playing the malay drum.. one side singing tamil karaoke..
WA~~~

after the shoot i tot can go home
then recalled i had an urgent meeting for halloween thing
then went..
back at around 7 plus..
damn tired..
tmr have to go for the field trip to career fair.. o.o
sounds so fun~ (with fingers crossed.. -.-)

some time ago i did some cooking
and i realise actuali cooking is fun!
haha..

although not something very extraordinary
but.. dun criticise!

oh ya..
the photos for the ISC mid autumn festival is out!!
benny sent it to me
and i took some off from spisc.multiply.com

very nicely taken
not from me of cos
by sp photography club student..
cool~

nice butts.. haha...=x

this was taken during lucky draw..
the gal in the middle is liting..
she is the president of spisc
she had been trying her best up there cos alot of them went off before the lucky draw
so there were alot of numbers called out but no one came forward..
haha..

me ning(our very crazy officer in charge) and john(my co host)

me posing with the riddle hung on the lantern
dun ask me why i tie my hair like that!
its bcos i was going with the theme of mid autumn festival!

i look like i hate zeeson for stealing away the mic..
LOL!!!
but i was juz tired and blank out..
NOT ANGRY!!

damn.. i blocked someone.. =p

some time ago i took this pic in china town..

the sky was covered with dark clouds..
and the lights of the shophouses are brightly lit up as contrast with the dark sky..

2007-10-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

nth to reali fuss about..
juz tot of comin up here and blabber a lil..

school started quite a while..
havent been paying much attention to wat lecturers say
cant reali answer wat the lecturer ask in tutorial
its the kind of.. "i'm present, but im not there"

blank..
i dunno wat to say..
but i havent been updating my blog so i was juz wanting to give it some new look by changing a little.. (which is adding in a post.. -.-")

come on..
can something happening juz pop out out of no where in my life..
im getting sick of those "everyday routine" thing
nothing is new!!!!
okie.. today is kind of fun cuz we did some shopping
other than that.. schooling~
DULL~

oh.. i haven done my tutorial preparation..
slack~
done with my blabbering..
cos im out of words.. o.o

2007-10-09T00:41:00.000+08:00

一個人 - 蔡依林

從皮包裡抽出我們的照片　
沙發要移到客廳的另一邊
晚飯後你可以多嚐幾口香煙　
已經沒有什麼人會埋怨

晴天　陰天　今天又是星期天　
唯一的打算是醒得晚一些　
反正我不知道怎樣打發時間　
出門或不出門沒差別

一個人到底應該睡右邊或左邊　
兩個人連一次爭吵都值得紀念　
一個人偶爾感到寂寞在所難免　
你的氣味還留在枕頭邊

一個人我重新適應一切不方便　
兩個人不一定就成全一個世界　
一個人關燈看見記憶的橫切面　
沒有光線過去那些情節更明顯

i see no motivation for every single thing i do now
i feel so meaningless to even take a step forward
guess i am juz in the process of pms
but i feel like hitting myself against the wall to see if i am still awake
i dun wanna slp cos i wan to do something
but i cant find things to accommodate myself with
nothing on the tv seems interesting to me
nothing on the net seems fresh to me
wat's life..

life: The property or quality that distinguishes living organisms from dead organisms and inanimate matter, manifested in functions such as metabolism, growth, reproduction, and response to stimuli or adaptation to the environment originating from within the organism.

2007-10-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

movie today!!!
went to watch Resident Evil-Extinction with dear

the lead actress in the movie very cool!!
she rocks!!
haha..

that's las vegas in the movie..

incredible..

saw this cushion at gift a name..

12.90

but i no money..... =(

haha..

2007-10-07T00:29:00.000+08:00

omg..
i cant believe i registered..
but.. if its possible to get in.. its a good way to earn money..
haha..

anyway..
we went to have late lunch at kobayashi @ cine leisure..
and the kind of service provided by the staff there is far from satisfactory
bcos they come from china, dun understand english is bad enuf
dun even noe their menu is unbelieveable
and i think they should be sent for training for better ATTITUDE
its juz luck that i did not take a look at ur name tag..

then~~~
revenge took place..
wahahaha..
but..
well..
what's done is done!
zzz..

we took balloons!!! hehe..

omg~
blink blink wa~~~
so cute..

hate gastric pain... -.-

the sudden flash
its like painful
its like someone, with all his strength, squeezing the heart
people make judgement
world broken apart
war started
it ended
but the leftover is hard to clear up
especially the memory...
i will remember..
how hypocrite it is..
the true colour..
SUCK

2007-10-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

last nite.. the whole thing ends just last nite..

had been very busy for the past one month
just to prepare the half an hour of fame on stage..
i cant believe it happened
but with all the people in my previous gems class..
we did it..

alot of undescribable emotions
alot of hard work put together
a bunch of very nice people..

WORK IN PROGRESS
♥ wen hui (work-in-progress director.. always pretend to catch me when he is not standing at the correct place.. -.-)
♥ shaz (the person who got this whole thing going)
♥ ridwan (yo man!! it's finished!!! i haven tried ur bike!!! hahaha.. he's the great sound man..)
♥ aL (my PI!! great man! he did most of the props! and i like the way he analyse his own character.. aL rocks!)
♥ amanda ( she is so vamp in the play.. cheers amanda~)
♥ syad ( the author.. and he got away from this gems with the most thing.. ahaha..)
♥ alison ( she's da author's wife.. i love u!! u are so cute....)
♥ jason ( my sister.. haha.. very nice guy.. always takes care of me.. and my left over food.. haha..)
♥ alicia ( though i spend very little time with her, she is a very easy-to-get- along fren.. thanx for mending the dress..)
♥ yan xiu ( oh.. i din noe she can do sewing..)
♥ felix (SM!! spend alot of money smsing us every single detail about practises.. blur cat! meow meow meow meow piang!!)
♥ sameul ( hey.. always dun wan to initiate talkin.. haha....)

LADY OR THE TIGER
♥ edwin( director of lady or the tiger.. also acting as smiller.. he now demand people calling him ed.. cuz it sounds cool.. -.- he thinks he is very tall!! nvm.. he is.. dun push me away from photo taking!!)
♥ sasi ( priya in the play.. first time i was paired up with her in gems class.. i felt she can reali act..)
♥ aishah( she's my sec sch classmate!! haha.. her laughter rocks the world)
♥ benjamin( the king~ almighty one.. he is rather quiet.. sometimes i disturb him he like no reaction.. haha..)
♥ xin jie ( sniff!! haha.. her nose muz have hurt from all the rubbing)
♥ beth ( snoot!! she is another good actress..)
♥ michelle ( the baker's partner.. i hardli talk to her.. but i think she is a very responsible gal..)
♥ meng hee ( IT'S NOT FAIR!! he's the baker.. and that's he's famous line.. haha.. do ur famous -nodding- haha.. good fren ah.. good fren.. dun run away..)
♥ ardnan ( i duno how to spell his name.. he joined us onli in the practise for production.. he replaced the original krishna that we had.. and i think he reali did a great job.. he can talk to stranger.. cos he can fool around with me!!)
♥xue ming ( SM for lady or the tiger.. he's my sec sch fren too!!)

last but not least ..
♥simone
♥wendy
the two producer.. without them this is impossible..

i also would like to thank those who were there to support..
♥peg
♥bao
♥fatimah
♥seraphine
♥hui'er
♥pris
♥weichong
♥those from comperes club.. ( NING!! the sunflower.. i was shocked!! thanx..........)

not forgetting..
♥dear..
thanx for listening to my unhappiness..
thanx for being there to cheer me up
u are the one who kept me going
if not the pressure would have already won me.. =)

love u peg.. she took those pix!!

peg say: cannot get closer is it!! ( is this close enuf?)

rehearsal.. nth better to do.. so ask alison to take foto..
i say pose the ugliest pose.. then she look so cute.. -.-
vamp and detective ( amanda and aL) Take 1!!
Take 2!! (aL's eyes so big..)

the girl and the woman... (booky and vamp)

sidekick and detective Take 1!!

Take 2!!

detective and old booky ( aL and Jason)
alicia and aL (she's baker's wife in Lady or the Tiger)
yan xiu and aL Take 1!! (aL was lookin at simone.. hahaha..)
take 2!! (hmm.. very serious..)

me and director Wen Hui.. ( his galfren's name is also wen hui.. cool rite..)
ops.. lesbian is prohibited!! haha..

okie.. this time we dun kiss each other..

Jason's annoying finger in front of my sunflower!! ( and if u realise.. he had got medicure.. he wanted me to do it.. hahaha..)

a proper one without disturbance..

2007-10-03T01:59:00.000+08:00

(as i create this post.. i was wondering if there is somehing wrong with blogger..)

its been like.. 1 month plus?
to get the production thing going on..

lotsa fun.. but stress do play its part
its not onli for me.. but for everyone else..
everytime i feel like im doin nth..
i will try to make myself do something..

i reali had this bad problem
firstly its with the costume
probably bcos of the character i act
its quite hard to get the matching costume to it
i was (frankly) unhappy with the dress i used for my CA2
cos it does not portray any sign of a "sweet" image
then they went masquerate and got some costume
in the end..
due to budget prob
many of the costumes were not rent
including mine
so i went searching for one
and found none.. (great)
then.. did something to make the dress look better
so simone said lovely
fine.. at least it does not look that bad
then confirmed my shoes ( of cos i asked)
and then wat?
all turn out to be OUT OF THE CATEGORY~~
fine..

nvm
put aside all those
i still gain alot
i gain some experiences which is different from the drama in sec sch
i gain many many interesting frenz
and i get to know how to manage a character well
i love my DA group..

taken during one of the rehearsal (syad sprayed fabric cleaner)

tried out some stuff.. but couldnt match the genre..

aL made his first name card~

that's me in aL's character hat.. haha..

i miss dear..
so badly..
i duno y..
i felt so useless..

2007-09-29T00:26:00.000+08:00

tired.. but i think its worth hosting it..
i juz came home from the Mid Atumn Festival 2007
organised by SP International Student Club ( my co-host is John.. my junior)

you know..
when people come from different parts of the world
and most of them do not have their parents by their sides
so this whole club behaves so much like a family
they reali have the bonding..
maybe not shown through the new batch of members they just took in several weeks ago..
but the first bath of year 1s and the seniors are bonded very well

the people running the programmes are so frenly
and i was so glad that they treat me so well
i rmb..
zeeson took a piece of kueh for me cuz he noe i haven eaten
kim seng say he'll court me if onli i am SAA ( single and available)
Liting who will never stop saying thank you to me
Xiao Yu who frightened me when he ran to me and wanted to hug me ( and i screamed in front of the audience.. cuz.. man.. he reali scare me..)
benny and hong ling who also helped me alot along the way
those who kept calling emcee to join in when they were taking photos..
and of cos alot of other members.. thanx for the jokes and the praises..
through the little actions..
they make me feel like one of them..
i feel so great being with them..

there was a game session
Mooncake eating cum Pamelo peeling competition
wow..
those contestants practically stuff the mooncakes into their mouths
the sight was totally frightening..
haha..
but we had fun..

oh ya..
and we also have ISC members from Ngee Ann Poly and Republic Poly
they were great audience..
they were reali high during the performance and the prize giving part..
when they were leaving, everyone smiled and waved to me..
there were several of them offered to shake hands with me..
they are so cute~
during the lucky draw, when they knew its not their number..
they kept on shouting "next! next! next!.............."
then "skip! skip! skip!........"
then "kena! kena! kena!"
omg.. they are so cute la~

there's this guy who came up to me and asked me if i had ever hosted external events
i told him no and he asked if i would like to do it if there's an opportunity
i personally think that i may not qualify to host external events..
but i wld like to give it a try.. =p

last friday i hosted International Student Club Freshmen Orientation 2007
its the 2nd intake of new members for ISC
and i reali enjoyed the event too..
although its quite a confusion..
cuz me and YQ were hosting it
we din standardise who say english and who in chinese
so.. the feedback was.. we have to differentiate..
but on the whole was fun..

have to report to sch 9am tmr!!!!!
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~
i will collapse soon...
i am having a sore throat
god.. dun play me..
i cant afford to have it now..
if wan sick let me sick after 3rd Oct..
how bad u wan the sickness to be i also dun mind..
pls............................

these are some pix during the freshmen orientation

this is me and YQ at the front

these are the ISC members.. =D

Photos courtesy of ISC web : spisc.multiply.com

2007-09-27T00:06:00.000+08:00

SP Drama Showcase comin up on 3rd Oct
anyone within this period of time is interested..
pls contact me..
not gonna post my no. of cos..
but leave me a tag..
haha..
we go traditional ah..

omg..
come to think of it..
its been a long time since i acted in front of so many people..
felt excited
but maybe not nervous..
cuz its not the real thing yet..
hahz..
alot of rehearsals are comin up
we get to have LOA ( leave of absent) for the rehearsals..
which means.. i can skip lessons with valid reasons~
haha..

but the thing is my own cca is like clashing with the rehearsals..
i have to say both things are fun
but the feelin of workin with a production team is much more of a family feel..
and i have to work
u noe..
to face the fact..
cca dun get me anywhere in the society
but work does..
i have made up my mind..
pay higher than 5 bucks
i'll do it..
sounds like crap hor..
aiya..
wateva..
haha..

i so no use..
starting to miss him le..
WAH~~~~~~ (and thats a wail.. not exclamation..)

2007-09-26T00:59:00.000+08:00

if onli life is much more simpler
if onli livin in the dream is reality
then maybe life would not be that hard to live

dear is reali strong..
i realise i cant be like what he is
imagine myself in his shoes..
maybe i will break down and cry and start questioning god..
well.. sounds stupid though..
but.. that is reali what i would have done..
i juz realise its no child's play anymore
its the fact of the world
if u dun work, u wun survive..
as bad as it may sound.. but that is reality..
i felt his effort, i felt his will and he is.. i duno how to explain..
but.. he inspired me.. i should say..

although i will have to face some changes in life
but its life
what can i ask for..
the onli little thing that will make me smile..
the smile that warms my heart..
onli i noe who can make me smile that way..

i need to get a job
and i had decided to turn down giodarno's offer..
i dun see myself there..
its not that the job is bad or what
its juz that i dun think i suit the job..
i feel so unstable after walking out of the interview..
so.. maybe i should juz forget it..

if onli things are juz so easy for him..
jiayou..

i suddenly felt the gush of emotion inside..
unexplainable..
pain yet i should not feel the pain..

okok..
stop the blabble..

i screwed up for lessons today
i fell asleep in the lecture theatre
and the exaggerating part is..
i dreamt i went shopping..
its like.. wow.. amazing..
and i dozed off in the tutorial..
haha..
im not made for listening to lecturers giving an hour talk
its like killin my brain cells too much
thats y replenishments are needed..
therefore sleeping seems to be the next best alternative
haha..
wa..
i can write a report about dozing off in class..
hahz..

tmr i juz need to turn up for 2 hrs,
and back home..
and back sch for rehearsal..
and back home..
-.-

2007-09-25T00:04:00.001+08:00

its worth watching it..
i cried.. quite hard.. haha..
its a short movie made from jolin tsai..
its in chinese la.. =x

2007-09-19T00:53:00.000+08:00

thanx guys..
u are reali great bunch of frenz..
i reali appreciate all those words..
and..
i will do my best..

and..
god..
maybe u din hear me clear enuf..
did u..

2007-09-17T23:03:00.000+08:00

AFTER SOOOO MANY YEARS OF WAITING...
THE LEGENDARY MJK HAS RUNITED...
WAHAHAHAHA~~~~~
-.-"

MJK is a name made up from us since we were small..
its actauli megan, jamie, kelyn ranked based on birthdays..

we finally meet up..
after so much of negotiation..
haha..
actuali we din do much too..
wanted to catch a movie..
but seems like no nice movies to watch..
actuali wanted to watch the "di yu di shi jiu cheng"
something like the 19th storey of hell..
but the we're too late to catch..

went to hoshi..
saw yun and ricky..
same old people..
same old feeling..
haha..

we took lotsa fotos..!!
and we ate wan tan mee at heerens..
at a very wrong timing.. 5pm..
and now im hungry.. =(
haha..

hazel copyright

photo taken by hazel.. haha.. i like it..
(if u start to wonder who is hazel.. she is megan..)

2007-09-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

你就是我的天使
保护著我的天使
从此我再没有忧伤

你就是我的天使
给我快乐的天使
甚至我学会了飞翔

飞过人间的无常
才懂爱才是宝藏
不管世界变得怎么样
只要有你就会是天堂

像孩子依赖著肩膀
像眼泪依赖著脸庞
你就像天使一样
给我依赖给我力量

像诗人依赖著月亮
像海豚依赖海洋
你是天使你是天使
你是我最初和最后的天堂

我傷害了我的天使
我想對老天說..
我願意付出重大的代價
來挽回天使對我的愛
我對不起他
希望他是快樂的就好
老天.. 你聽到了嗎..
希望你聽到了..

2007-09-14T01:44:00.000+08:00

went bugis today..
not to shop for leisure
but we went there to look for costumes for the production..
besides all the serious work..
we did had fun in the shop by tryin on all sorts of funny things..

let me firstly present to u..
MR AL.. and his funky shots..

and the last one i find it very funny
its actualli a knife poked tru the head..
photo not taken properly
cant see the end of the knife stickin out..

then we have the princess makeover..

of cos trying the crown isnt enuf fun for us..
presenting to u.. Drama Appreciation Group 3B 3 princesses..
(pls dun say i bhb.. buey hiau bai..)

then we have things like gloves and wand... ...

white VS black

even my jie mei (sister) jason also tried on the gloves.. -.-"

and there's this super huge glasses that reminds us to mug~

after that we went chill out at bugis..

they found this poster outside BHG that there are people queuing up..

and so... ...

dear drama mates showcase their "talents"

luckily no passer-by actuali throw coins at them..

haha..

they are much more bigger than those people in the poster.. -.-"

2007-09-12T00:21:00.000+08:00

还记得你喜欢咬著我的手
然后给我你嘴里的球
要我陪你玩丢丢
你喜欢我摸摸你的小耳朵
窝在我的身旁没有烦忧在梦里遨游

好狗狗好狗狗谢谢你陪妈咪这么久
你并没有离开我是搬到天堂生活

蔷蔷你要记得我
你不要走丢快快找到天使
在天堂给我保佑

蔷蔷不要忘了我
还有亲爱的阿姨叔叔和你的朋友
你永远活在记忆中

2007-09-12T00:10:00.000+08:00

its all mixed up
i dunno
my life is mixed up
ask myself to shut up

y is my mind not in one?

be strong
i am not going to let myself beat myself

2007-09-09T21:31:00.000+08:00

hihi~
went sentosa with my pri sch de classmates..
although onli 6 peepz present but we had fun..
fun cant be described..
but fotos are taken make us rmb!!
haha..

people do illegal stuff~ haha..

then u have someone there to peep! haha..
(it's a seaweed in my mouth.. not that my tongue is burnt)

me**kelly**hui'er
its so hot that er cant even open her eyes.. haha..

(as i was typing..)
OMG~
yes933 got "jing jing de"~~~!!
wa~~
wo hai zai deng zhe ni~
jing jing de ai wo~
zhi yao you ni pei wo~
jing jing de jiu zu gou~
okok.. back to business..

nah~ here's a proper one with er's eyes open.. hee..

jialong**kelly

koon hua**kelly

weichong**kelly
i kinda like this foto.. hehz..

omg.. kelly's head??!!

oh.. still there.. haha..

act cute.. DUN PUKE!! (i demand)

okok.. i apologise for being ACBC(act cute buey cute)

hey! we saw this round shape smoke!!
cool right?
hehe.. cool hor..
COOL LAH!!

see how hot the weather is.....

we went dinner at vivo city
ate long john la..
not anything ex..
then sat at the big open space upstairs..
took this nice foto of the sky..
(i dunno anyone in the foto.. =p)

weichong bullying er..
haha..

my turn to have fotos with the guys..

omg.. aftermath of having too much of sun tanning
u become black!
okok.. i noe its lame..

i hate my hp cam.......

last foto of the day~

actually tmr suppose to go out with sera they all for cycling..
but i juz happened to recieve sera's sms saying it's postponed..
okie..
not that bad..
cuz i had painful sunburn on my shoulders..
haha..

kelly's sunburn was very bad..
she is red...
haha..

________________________________________________________________________________________

2007-09-09T00:15:00.000+08:00

i got a big present today!!
hee..
im so so soooo happy..
hee..

gotta be busy..
wanna stay free de..
but no choice..
nvm..

thanx dear~!!

2007-09-04T02:33:00.000+08:00

sometimes in life
you dun juz involve yourself in one aspect
i juz happened to read my e mail
and i start questioning myself
y is it so crucial for them to make things turn out like that..
i noe they are concern about "the end"
but.. mails arent convincing enuf..
its more of how we respond..
e mails can be sent a hundred times
but whether people turn up or not.. it's another problem

its my first time encountering it
its like you have reached the worse of all
its like u are afraid to see it fall and yet no one is willing to help..
its reali weird..
i wanted to reply the mail
but i swear i got no idea what to say..

went to gems today
its not called gems anymore
we're reali gonna do a production
and standard of everything had been raised higher
the practise today was great
its like back to my drama days
i am once again experiencing the magic of teamwork..
we only got 1 month to the actual production
every practise is crucial..

i quitted my job
and to many people.. its shocking.. i noe..
but what i will say is
its not like home anymore
things felt cold
theres no motivation for me to go any further
things before arent like that..
maybe its the change of environment
and the way people tell me what to do
i wouldnt wanna mention what happened
but that was the trigger..
but its over and im no longer a staff there..

i wanna look for job
but what kept me back was my gems
the rehearsals are like comin up very suddenly
and i noe i will face a lot of problems here and there with my role
i duno if my gems would affect how people view me
as in..
if i found a job and if sudden practise pop up
i duno where to head
job or rehearsal..
if i cancel schdule.. i will appear to be irresponsible as a new staff
if i dun turn up for gems..
i will drag the whole process down..
i need time to find a reali good job..
if i dun work.. i dun have the expenses..
i need to go out..
i dun mind eating lesser
but i reali haven shopped for very long..
i could onli pass by and look
not shop..

there's this weird guy who smsed me
and called me
i reali wonder how exactly he got my number
cos the way he tell me how he got it wasnt quite convincing
and he said he'll call me tmr
and worst.. he said if im free lets go for a drink..
gosh..
how am i going to say im not free..
-stunned-

okie..
i've kinda yelled out all i want to..
din realise it's quite a long one..
haha..
im heading for my bed..
bed sweet bed.. nite..

2007-08-20T18:53:00.000+08:00

nice hor..
the phone that i was waiting for since i saw it on the net
few months ago it was not out yet i was waiting
now that its out
I WANNA GET IT!!!!!
i've never wanted a phone so badly
haha..
i asked the price for getting 2-yr contract - $338
OOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooo....
haha..

i will work hard for you diiiiiii~
wa~
white one or black one...
hmmm......
haaha.. o.o

today saw channel 8 de bao jia wei guo (honour and passion)
the wedding scene damn touching can...
wa~
i almost wanted to cry..
tears of happiness...
haha..

2007-08-20T01:33:00.000+08:00

___________________________________________________________________________

if onli u can tune ur own life...

im happy that he's glad
im blessed.. he said
its when i feel so helpless and he's there to help
its the way he takes care of me..
thanx...

im will try my best tmr
but i reali got no idea how the paper will be..
hopefully not as bad as my lsc paper..

i should pull tru..
tmr and wed and i'll be free

im so anticipating to see mjk reunite
i'll be waiting...

2007-08-17T20:05:00.000+08:00

i think i screwed my legal contract system paper
i hardly think i can do law
that proves im not a theory person
i regretted not having interest in what i study
i could have told myself
"gal.. law is soooooo fun~"
.faint.

u noe..
when u feel so disgusted by the notes lying all over ur bed
u feel ur brain could no longer store any knowledge..

its the hope put into u
being the only child in the family is not easy
u feel the burden on u
although u get things that u wan
although no one snatches ur stuff with u..

i want to do something that i like
i like working in a theatre
i like being involved in a drama play
i miss my sec sch drama times

if i were to take part in theatre works
i think my dad will hate me for his entire life
he always wanted me to go u Uni
to study the things in the universe (as in the outer space)
he wants me to noe those extraordinary things that happened on earth
dad... i dun wanna be a scientist..
i dun wanna be what u percieved me as
i juz wanna be the me that i am
im sorry
i noe u have high hopes on me
but, i just cant handle stress
i cant be the kind that excel in my studies
im sorry for being the only child in this family

sometimes.. u juz doesnt noe how to speak up to u
i noe u dislike me doin drama
dislike me when i sings or listens to music
i dunno
i think u noe what i wan
u juz doesnt want me to head that direction
i noe u think its for my own good
but..
if i be what u wan me to be..
will i be as good...?

soul searching...

2007-08-14T00:09:00.000+08:00

my dear dear de "jing jing de"

thought too much today
i duno y..
the past just came rushing into my brain
its fearful
that things come and go
that pp dun cherish
when they got it they leave
u noe?
i hate it
but i noe
he is not the kind
he is way too good to be like those pp

~~some things are over~~
and i somehow feel the fact that had slapped me in my face
maybe its my character
whether u like it or u simply hate it
maybe i say things too straight in the face
maybe i show the disliking of things too easily
well
take it or leave it
thats me
anyway
its over isnt it..

maybe i am too sensitive
nah
wateva..

2007-08-01T00:41:00.000+08:00

STRESS AH~

examz comin
proj to rush
gems to practise

writing them down looks like a little
but its stressful enuf for me

i am always trying to get my gems character right
but somehow i cant manage to get myself to suit the character well
and i always forget my lines
i hate myself

i wanna get the DMA proj done
but somehow i dunno how to do
AH~

examz comin and i was so slack for this sem
skipped class and lectures
omg~

haiz..
maybe i deserve that cuz i was slack
damn

today i had a very disgusting encounter
it was in mrt
when it was very crowded
that guy a very WELL DRESSED MAN
he stood so damn near me where he still got space behind him
and i could feel his ERM...
i felt like puking..
that was the worse few minutes of my life..
slap him ah ( if onli i dared)
haix...

2007-07-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

Had been so restless in sch..

the strong me had fallen

sick~

actuali i dun wanna turn up in sch today de

but ning called me yesterday

ask me do moberly tour for a bunch of teachers who come from china

looks like she can hardly find pp who can speak proper chinese

so i had to go

but the main motivation to go sch is....

dear met me for breakfast!

haha..

so touched he came down to clementi just to have a breakfast..

but that lighten my day alot..

the 4 hrs lecture marathon was a torturing one for me

the weather was already cold

still stuck in air con room

i can reali faint man

i was sneezing and coughing like hell..

hope the illness goes off fast fast..

was thinkin to get an mc tmr

but....

there's OM presentation

Gems need to present for lecturer to see

after sch got compere training

OMG!!

god.. pls let me go~

went out to buy dinner..

people must have think im contracted with some desease

i kept on coughing and sniffing..

haix..

see what i created.. co cute..

i call it the devil evolve..

haha..

the lecture hall is winter..

im so sick...

my gems group preparing for rehearsal

look cool

not long ago..

i was pranked..

and i muz say..

IT WASNT MY BIRTHDAY!!

haha..

2007-07-09T00:24:00.000+08:00

MEMORIES 08-07-07~

its a place where i first know the outside world

its a place where i relax

its a place where i learn the cruelty of many things

its a place full of memories...

i needed a job in sec3 when i was 15

so peggy introduced me to her work place: Restaurant Hoshigaoka

i could still remember so clearly that ricky interviewed me at table3

he asked me i why do i need a job and etc..

few days later

i got a call from Karen (my ex assist. manager) that i can start work..

i was so kuku that i wore a white shirt and a white bermudas

thinkin that i look perfect.. when it wasnt even my style haha..

i encountered a lot there

good things and bad things

then O level came and i had to stop

after Os i dunno why i went back the same restaurant to work

thank god i did that

if not i wouldnt have met him.. =p

it's so great to noe all these people in hoshi..

♥ricky (my manager)
♥kai lun - aka karen (ex assist manager)
♥joycelyn (ex captain)
♥winnie ( supervisor)

♥kelly (captain)

people who left..
♥peggy
♥baojuan
♥sachi
♥yingjie
♥roy
♥hazel
♥stef
♥johnston
♥sharon

♥kenneth (sorry i forgot to put ur name at first.. =p)
♥the guy that yun claim he is wang leehom (i apparantly forgot his name)
♥uncle foo
♥yee leng
♥ah siang
♥ah hua
♥jimmy
♥alex
♥ah huat (although a conflict with him... hehz.. i should forget it..)

people who stayed..
♥meng meng <3

♥jingyun

♥chew hau

♥lay ying

♥shi pei

♥ying ping

♥marcus (no one's gonna let me see new hp model de flyers anymore~)

♥auntie siew lee

♥eunice

♥eric(the 'huh?' guy.. cos whenever i said sump, he'll be like 'huh?')

and he onli knows my name on my last day.. very well..
♥alvin (the crazy man)
♥joshua
♥ah dee
♥seetoh auntie (although i cant stand the way she looks at me)

all these people does or did create impact on my life

positive and negative ones..

i've shed tears here..

shared laughters here..

and they are all going to be buried right inside our memories now

the grounds that i've stepped a thousand times

the good feeling of sneering at the "seaweed"---nori (wahaha~~~)

and all the yadaz yadaz...

so many things..

and now:

farewell and begone..

2007-07-03T23:32:00.000+08:00

WTH

mayday stone is hurt!!

人氣組合五月天在揚州因婉拒歌迷敬酒招來不滿，遭到毆打。

據該消息稱，６月３０日，五月天在揚州開完歌友會後，在一家火鍋店內吃宵夜，被一女粉絲及其男友認出，該男友上前敬酒，但遭到五月天婉拒。此舉招來該男友不滿，同行一夥人便動手打人。

記者隨後致電五月天經紀人李先生，他表示當日確實有成員受傷，但絕非毆打，只是推搡。李先生稱，當晚鄰桌歌迷好像有點醉，但五月天幾位成員還是站起來，回敬了他們。由於身份暴露，五月天著急走人。但幾位歌迷不捨得他們走。當時一名歌迷更是把酒倒進了五月天的火鍋，讓五月天有點慌張，趕緊向門口撤。但火鍋店走道擁擠。歌迷與五月天發生了推搡，加之地板太濕滑，五月天成員石頭站不穩，摔倒在地，擦傷了額頭，流出血來。當時同行人員被嚇壞了，隨即叫來了警察，而石頭被送進了附近醫院檢查。幾位歌迷當眾表示懊悔。

李先生告訴記者，他們明白歌迷是無心之失，石頭也無大礙，醫生認為他額頭上的傷口不大，不會留疤。五月天現在也已經回到台灣。

in short stone fell while leaving the dining area to "escape" from the drunk man
there were juz too many pp and the floor was slippery
so stone fell and hurt his head...

omg..
hope he'll be fine..

~__jun__~

~jun~